Dear Lost Friendship , I still keep it with you .

Our friendship was beautiful , it isn't anymore. We lost contacts , we lost connections , and everything. But one thing which will forever keep us connected , we live in some part of our planet Earth , unfortunately not knowing where you are or where I am .

Long time back , when we were  teenagers , people were jealous of our friendship , which ended as the school ended. DPS gave me the best memories to forever cherish for , but it gave me many  unfortunate happenings , the major one was losing you .  For me it was not friendship it was something beyond it "SOMETHING" is still undefined for me , neither  it was for you . I still can't figure out whether it was a childhood crush , or it was simply a deeper insight into friendship.

 You were Like a glass of chilled water to me who’d walked for miles in the scorching heat to get my admit card from my home which I could never forget, like ghungroo to a classical dancer, like the microphone to a performer. And like oxygen to me.

You came like moonlight and left like sunshine, and in the entire while you stayed, you were a whirlwind. You were medicine, and I had withdrawal symptoms. You were a shooting star, and I had night blindness.

We were all the puzzle pieces that didn’t fit together, yet with you by my side, our picture felt complete.

You taught me to see colours in monochrome, windows in houses and stardust in humans. You taught me not to fall, when all I did was stumble. And when your eyes met mine in the masquerade, I knew I wanted to be loved too, even if only by you.

You taught me how to read physics , you gave me the motivation to write my second paper in JEE , you gave the best birthday gift I could ever get in my life. It was not something a materialistic gift like a card , or a birthday present . It was something much more than that. With your left leg fractured , you came to my home just to wish me .

After the board exams were done , you didn't say me a bye like all other's did , but a good bye .

For me Good Bye's are not forever

Good Bye's are not an end , but it ended

They simply mean , I'll miss you

Until we meet again !

Of all the things that could have been, you taught me some stories are not meant to be written, some songs are more sacred than others, that some eyes twinkle more than all the stars in the sky.

It was just a last glimpse of you , when I forever said you Bubye from railway station , when you landed up doing bachelor's from IIT Bombay , and I landed up in a mediocre college . You were exactly what I wanted today , but I don't have it . It's correct , what you want you will never get it .

HOW CHASING JOY CHANGED MY LIFE

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT LIVING TO FULFILL YOUR DREAMS..OR TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS.. YOUR LIVING UP TO THE SOCIETY'S EXPECTATIONS... IT'S ALL ABOUT RECREATING YOURSELF

There have been many things that I’ve chased in my life: certifications, grades,promotions, friendships, health, security, clarity, confidence…the list goes on.

It’s only recently, however, that I discovered that the only thing that I really needed to chase was joy.

We live in a society that tends to value achievement over fulfillment and busyness over inner peace. We feel pressured to always be working towards a goal. Always creating, building, and striving.

We really aren’t encouraged to take time to sit with ourselves, to connect with our inner voice, and to allow our journey through life to unfold. In fact, taking time to savor everyday moments is often perceived as lazy or a luxury.

It wasn’t long ago that I was feeling overwhelmed by my life. I was getting caught in the cycle of busy. I was feeling the weight of being a student and daughter or a sister . Everyday life was starting to feel heavy, and I noticed that I was often feeling stressed out and frustrated throughout the day. I started to wonder if it was possible to experience more ease and joy as I continued to navigate the challenges that came up and worked towards my goals.

Rather than crumble under the weight I was feeling, I made a choice to chase joy over achievement. I didn’t really know where to start, so I began by simply taking three minutes each day to self analyze myself about what I actually needed that day. Those three minutes started a shift that created a complete re prioritization of what was important in my life.

I felt drawn to the practices that first started me on my journey inward several years ago. I started reincorporating these practices in short bursts throughout my day. I took the time to notice the things that were going great in my life. I worked on spending more time with the people I cared about.

Slowly, I started noticing a change. I was spending a lot more time feeling at ease, feeling grateful and feeling content than I had been in a long time.

It became very clear to me that chasing any sort of external accomplishments or recognition would never lead to the kind of internal joy that most of us crave. Sure, reaching our goals can be fantastic, but the journey towards them can be equally as fantastic, if not better!

I realized that we don’t have to wait for any change in our lives, any circumstance to happen or go away, or any person to enter or leave our lives to start feeling good. We can start chasing joy today.

How can you chase joy in your everyday life? What makes you feel inspired? Grateful? Alive? How can you bring more of those experiences into your life, even just as mini bursts of joy throughout your day? It’s amazing how even just 3 minutes can change your day.

Imagine how your life might change if you made chasing joy your priority. Try it for yourself and see!

Life is Beautiful

Life..for me is a destination...to my goals my dreams...Realize it... Play it Achieve it.. 

When I realize..one day sometimes..
In my life.. I have Thousands failures...
Hundreds of wrong decisions..and countless mistakes..
But if given the chance to change ..I'd rather not..
Because somehow my past made me what I am right now..
Not hard as a Diamond... but the ability to shine like a diamond..
Strong enough to fight with my problems...my obstacles...
I give thanks to my life..for all this.. making me strong enough to handle everything..
Making my Life beautiful
Life is Beautiful... Admire it
Life is challenge..accept it
Life..is  a game..play it ..

Dreams Follow Me.. Inspired By nature

Life is filled with Dreams, Dreams which give our life meaning and inspire us to change. We dream about change and improvement, we set goals, seemingly impossible goals, goals which challenge us, and we dream about the future, when we will reach our goals, when our lives will change for the better. Without our dreams, Life and humanity would be hopelessly dull.

Looking up at  the reddish orange sky
The Smiling Sun.. with all it's brightness
Teaching me..Explaining me...making me understand ..
To smile every time..adding happiness to my life..

After few hours.. When I peeped out from the window
That smiling sun.. had disappeared..
Instead..in that gloomy dark sky stars were shining
Telling me.. to shine like them in my life.

When I passed through the gates of my home
The road seemed to be so still and lifeless
Sometimes silence is the best 

The blue water in the lake made me mesmerized
Life being an ocean full of opportunities
Telling opportunities strike only once

Make them utilize efficiently

There are dreams in my life

I follow them

There are goals in my life 

I aim them 

Just to make my life

As beautiful as Nature

I walked on those roads less traveled

Just to be unique..different from others

I think my life as a the precious gift to me

I love my life ...just because I follow my dreams