Saturday 1 April 2017

Dear Lost Friendship , I still keep it with you .




















Our friendship was beautiful , it isn't anymore. We lost contacts , we lost connections , and everything. But one thing which will forever keep us connected , we live in some part of our planet Earth , unfortunately not knowing where you are or where I am .

Long time back , when we were  teenagers , people were jealous of our friendship , which ended as the school ended. DPS gave me the best memories to forever cherish for , but it gave me many  unfortunate happenings , the major one was losing you .  For me it was not friendship it was something beyond it "SOMETHING" is still undefined for me , neither  it was for you . I still can't figure out whether it was a childhood crush , or it was simply a deeper insight into friendship.

 You were Like a glass of chilled water to me who’d walked for miles in the scorching heat to get my admit card from my home which I could never forget, like ghungroo to a classical dancer, like the microphone to a performer. And like oxygen to me.

You came like moonlight and left like sunshine, and in the entire while you stayed, you were a whirlwind. You were medicine, and I had withdrawal symptoms. You were a shooting star, and I had night blindness.

We were all the puzzle pieces that didn’t fit together, yet with you by my side, our picture felt complete.

You taught me to see colours in monochrome, windows in houses and stardust in humans. You taught me not to fall, when all I did was stumble. And when your eyes met mine in the masquerade, I knew I wanted to be loved too, even if only by you.

You taught me how to read physics , you gave me the motivation to write my second paper in JEE , you gave the best birthday gift I could ever get in my life. It was not something a materialistic gift like a card , or a birthday present . It was something much more than that. With your left leg fractured , you came to my home just to wish me .

After the board exams were done , you didn't say me a bye like all other's did , but a good bye .

For me Good Bye's are not forever
Good Bye's are not an end , but it ended
They simply mean , I'll miss you
Until we meet again !

Of all the things that could have been, you taught me some stories are not meant to be written, some songs are more sacred than others, that some eyes twinkle more than all the stars in the sky.

It was just a last glimpse of you , when I forever said you Bubye from railway station , when you landed up doing bachelor's from IIT Bombay , and I landed up in a mediocre college . You were exactly what I wanted today , but I don't have it . It's correct , what you want you will never get it .